Life...get out of the way.

I have been striving to lay a foundation for myself for more than a year..I have been trying to blaze a trail to the west and find employment. To my dismay and frustration, many of the opportunities that seemed promising at first have ended in emptiness and disappointment. I feel like a beast rattling its cage, trying to break free of its confines. The life that is keeps hindering me from living the life I so desperately desire. Now, I feel closer than ever to the realization of a dream...and yet somethings still make me feel so far away. Life has been such a dirge. I have grown to hate what it is and wish for what isn't. I just want what I want for once and to be happy and at peace, but life keeps preventing that simple dream, and I keep fighting to attain it. In a weeks time I will either be on the road to success or fighting the frustrations and anger that come with another failure and unchanged circumstance.